Category Archives: Amphetamines

When Nikki Started To Grind

Posted on June 1, 2016 by

The summer of 1984 my mother and I went to visit her friend who lived out in the country in a doublewide trailer with her three children and her fourth husband. She, like my mother, was a drug addict. But … Continue reading →

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Primal Love

Posted on February 11, 2016 by

Hmm. Some things just feel unspeakable because saying them will make them true and sometimes the truth is too painful to know, so I avoid it. But this time I went towards it. I didn’t run away from myself. Early … Continue reading →

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The Reaching, and The Risk

Posted on October 10, 2013 by

I woke up reaching for her, but she wasn’t there, my arm moving, hand pushing through pillows, clawing at blankets, patting her side, empty. My diaphragm felt it first, a gasp for air, it came at me hard-stinging my senses … Continue reading →

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Diary Of A Sketchy Mom

Posted on February 20, 2013 by

As a parent, I often watch my children and reflect back to the chaotic time when I was their ages. Before the age of ten I had experimented with all sorts of things considered for, “adults only.” I knew the … Continue reading →

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